有時想得太多 顧慮得太多未必是一件好事
只希望我們可以一直幸福甜蜜下去
就算別人不怎麼看好我們這段戀情。

珍惜。❤

最近的部落 一直都在圍繞著感情事
感情這回事 太煩人了 
尤其情侶間吵架 想找人發洩 想訴苦都找沒對象 那才煩上加煩。

這段感情 其實讓我學會很多東西
比如 應該怎樣去經營一段感情 男孩的思想是怎樣的 對方想要的是什麽 對方在想什麽 在什麽情況該說什麽話 還有好多好多。
最重要的還是要對對方坦白 誠實 什麽事都要說出來 不要讓對方傻傻的 搞不清楚你在幹嗎。
單單我寫的這些事 我就犯了很多。

所有的吵架的問題都是我自己搞出來的 是自己的問題
或許我應該學學該怎麼當一個好女友 呵呵

好了 今天更新到這邊
趕著做工去了。
加油吧 大家。

人是犯賤的啦 我懂
我主動那幾次 你不鳥我 我就沒有那種耐心去鳥你了。

我真的真的很希望我們可以捱過這一關
不要繼續那樣 我很辛苦 完全是在精神折磨我
雖然你沒說出那一句話 我也不敢說 怕說了就真的沒有了

爲什麽每當我想認真的時候 結果都會搞成那樣
女孩每次發脾氣的主要原因都是太過在乎
可是你們男的卻好像很不吃這一套 換句話來說是我們犯賤是吧
又或者說應該找對人 找超級愛你的人發脾氣

但是我就是控制不了啊 每次跟自己說要壓抑 不能爆發
但到最後 還是忍不住 

唉 預了會這樣

本來都不要開始的嘛 你看 現在這樣了 開心了
自己都會說了 對彼此不瞭解 結果還是笨到去開始
 
蔡康永說：不要因為寂寞而去談戀愛 時間是魔鬼 就算你不喜歡他 時間久了 人都會慢慢習慣對方 當要結束時 對多情的人來說 就更痛苦了。

我這幾天真的是完全笑不出 心情也因為你起起伏伏的
你知道那種感覺幾難受嘛 你就好了 若無其事的過你的日子
你說你因為某事而沒什麼心情 其實我很怕你是因為別的女孩而心情不好 而不是因為我。
還是不如你乾脆一點 直接判死刑 我的心雖然會痛 但也不至於那麼難受。

變了 一切都變了。

我們就好好的走下去嘛 兩個人一起努力解決這個問題 好不?

520

我想就這樣牽著你的手不放開 
愛可不可以永遠單純沒有悲哀

多希望我和你的愛情像小孩一樣 
只有單純的心 單純的愛 沒有吵架 沒有傷害
永遠單純 沒有悲哀

吵架的時候 可以說 哼 我不跟你好了
和好的時候 又如膠似漆的膩在一起 

我討厭吵架 因為吵架是一件超級累的事
所以 我們答應彼此 可以吵架 但不能提分手

這一次 我鼓起勇氣向媽媽說起你的事 
這一次 我不管外人的眼光 在臉書勇敢的和你放了交往
這一次 我想認真的和你走下去 

很愛在早上醒來的時候 看到有未讀信息 
打開來看 是來自你的一封長長的信息 訴說著你的愛意
是的 我們談的是姐弟戀 跟你在一起 你的行為并沒有好像小弟弟那樣
反而在你面前 我卻成了小妹妹 總是讓你照顧著 呵護著
只想要我們 簡單日子快樂過 快樂日子簡單過。

親愛的多麼幸運 人海中能夠遇見你。❤

严重Moody

怎么了 怎么了 我是怎么了。
竟然会为了一次的争吵 可以让我完全对你失去安全感
(PS:对小女子我来说 安全感很重要!)
为什么我的直觉告诉我说你总是在隐藏些什么。

其实信任在一段感情里很重要 
人家说：原谅容易 但要再次信任 就很难了。
可能我受伤太深了 心更是玻璃做的 承受不了太多的欺骗和伤害。
或许我们的问题是年龄的关系 又或许是沟通不好 对彼此不了解 才会发生那些事。
对于前几任都没有这样的感觉 今天会这样的感觉让我觉得好怕 也从来没试过
怎么办 我突然很想放弃 = =

我要的只是更多你的在乎 你的紧张 
原谅我是一个超级被动的人 你不找我的话 我或许到死了也不会去找你 紧急事件另当别论。
因为 找了你 你冷淡回应我的话 我就会觉得自己很犯贱 
人家都不理你 干嘛还找人家的感觉。
wtf! 希望明天睡醒 心情会变好点。

New Malaysia!

Hey blogian!Good afternoon.
Today is 13th election for Malaysia.

Feel nervous for this time election's result.Wondering who will win at last.All my facebook wall were full with artists's voted post,BN's tricks,bangla's vote and etc.Since Im still under age of voting,so im just waiting for the result to come out.

Looking forward to a better Malaysia. :)
But surely,a different day will be coming on tomorrow. 

0505 1758.

认真你就输了

禮拜天 我的休息日。
做完了所有的家務 閒著閒著 就上來了。

最近買了新電話 也在瘋狂的玩著最近很Hit的Candy Crush!
剛開始玩時 覺得不怎麼樣嘛 後來 玩久了就沉迷了

對于感情
我---好像開始投入了這段感情里
同時也預料我們以後怎樣的話 我肯定會哭的很傷心 是超級無敵傷的那種
所以
會開始擔心 開始害怕 我和他那未知的未來
會胡思亂想那些有的沒有的 害怕他會背著我亂搞什麽 wtf!

是不是什麽都 一旦認真 你就輸了呢?
不希望。:(

谢谢你

L君 謝謝你 謝謝上天讓我們重遇
有你 可以感覺那幸福的滋味
很感恩你一直包容我的任性 哄我 讓我   
也很抱歉 總是讓你氣 讓你煩 雖然有時我是故意的。

Love Is Blind

人家說 愛情是盲目的。
愛是 不分年齡 不分種族 不分貴賤。
只要彼此喜歡對方 什麽都不是問題 重要的是感覺。
可是 告訴我 什麽是愛？定義是什麽？

談戀愛到有點麻木的我 都搞不清什麽是愛 什麽是喜歡

我很排斥姐弟戀 從以前到現在 依然是那麼不喜歡。
人家說 同齡女生永遠都會比同齡男生來得成熟 你要交一個比自己年紀小的男生做男朋友 就好像帶小弟弟一樣 你需要去照顧他 包容他 除非思想成熟的另當別論。
所以只要我周圍的男生只要顯得幼稚 我都不會把他放在眼裡。

可是，L君啊 你很有本事嘛 可以讓我對你有那感覺。
思想很像老伯的你 總是在我耳朵旁嘮叨個不停 讓我感到煩得又很窩心。
對你 雖然還是會缺乏安全感。
但你總是說要對你有信心 沒有行為保證 哪來的信心啊。
畢竟我老了 = = 渴望可以找到一份安定的感情。想談一場不分手的戀愛。
原諒我總是自私的要求你一直關心我 而我對你卻做不到 我沒安全感
對這份感情更不想投入過多的感情 避免有分手後遺癥。

最近常講的一句話：感情這回事 有也煩 沒也煩。:(

情人節--快樂

又上來了。既然開始Emo了 那就Emo到底吧。

今天是情人節 往年的情人節我都不會有像今天像現在的心情跟感覺。今年的情人節 是怎麼了嗎？看到臉書的網友們個個都在上傳他們的男女朋友送的禮物 拍的照片 心裡突然變得好灰。請千萬不要誤會我眼紅或妒忌啊 我是絕對沒有那樣的。我看是因為我對他開始抱著期待了吧 期望他會跟我一起過今天。沒一起度過 那至少也發一封簡訊 對我說 情人節快樂嘛。我都很滿足了啦。姓潘的那位 你怎麼就那么沒情趣啊，真是的 氣死我!

邁入2字頭的行列 我開始覺得自己變了 脾氣溫和多了 性格沒了以前那麼容易暴躁 會慢慢的自我控制情緒。多了會為別人著想 體貼人家 這些都是好事吧。絕對是沒有在自戀 自我稱讚的意思。只是真的覺得我自己變了。呵呵

好啦 不想破壞看我部落的讀者們的心情。
祝你們已經度過一個快樂的情人節。雖然已經過了。:P

如果有如果

如果时间可以来过 从新再让我选择一次 我想 我依然还会选择跟你相遇 相知 相识然后相爱。我解释不出为什么 只是 跟你在一起 我很快乐甚至感觉幸福。遗憾的是 你的心从来都不属于我这里。多么希望陪我一起慢慢变老的人是你。虽然现在一切都已经过去很久很久了，但对你的感觉似乎好像没有改变到。心里深处最爱的还是你。

再见亦是朋友 对吧？很可惜 我们之间已变成最熟悉的陌生人。你看见却装没看见 我看见却得假装不在乎。那感觉 糟透了。总是害怕有一天会收到你的结婚请柬 出席你的婚礼 看见你和新娘快乐的笑 快乐的向亲友们敬酒。那是我最不想看到的情景。无论怎样 只能告诉自己让他过去 放下方能自在。

祝福你 要幸福快乐。 :)

CNY,Happy Month!

Good night,blogger.
Come to update my blog. My birthday post have been delayed by me for days and days.Sorry for it.Im really busy in my work.And when have free time, I took it for sleep.Teacher's job huh.Biasalah tu.LOL! A little tips for you guys,think wisely before you choose for your career. And for those who choose education this path,think wisely X2. Must really have those interest in this job and more patient.Especially teaching in kindergarden.
So,fews day later is our Chinese big day huh.Big day=Chinese New Year!Hohoho!Whole year just wait for this celebration! What we wish for are the money inside the angpao!LOL!But parents always told us dont care how much you get,take it as a luck.wtf.Who cares! Hehe.This year re-union dinner still the same.Just my mother and me.Ishhh!But,my brother and sister coming back this year!Especially eldest brother!Long long and long times didnt come back to celebrate with us.Busy work konon.My house sure very热闹.I love it.

Whatever it is.Hope and wish for it!
Happy Chinese New Year to you all first.:)

你的改變影響我的心情

希望你從昨天的改變不是暫時的。
那樣 我會很高興的。真的。
:)

Coming Soon

Hey,blog-ian!Gonna update my Birthday Post soon. Stay tune ya.

End Year Post!

Good night,everyone.Is me again.Updating this post with freaking tired and sleepy mode.Recently Im have such as mood to come up here to update my blog.How you all doing for past this two day? Everything still fine ya? I've been went to KL yesterday to attend class for my job and came back this evening. As I said before,Im now work as a teacher(namely teacher =.=) so my boss or head(not real people's head) which known as a headmaster or principal asked me to go there. Okay,boss's order who dare not to follow huh?

So,I went! First time went this classes as a teacher which in my job we called it as a CI.CI=Course Instructor. And it held for two days and time were from 9am to 5pm. Really wtf one. Sorry to being rude,you all will get used to it after it.LOL! When Im was in schooltime,everytime when teacher teaching in class,I sure will fall asleep but this special case just happened to special's subject.Hehe.

Whatever it is,I just keep check out my phone whether now is what time. Because after that,I want to go for shopping! Girls favourite! Okay,after finished and go take a bath before going out. I walked out to the nearest taxi's station to take taxi from Taman Danau Kota and went to Berjaya Times Square. First time take taxi alone in KL area,feeling was little bit nervous and scared! You all should know that KL not a very safety places and especially when you're alone and is a GIRL! Tell you guys a thing,when I was in the taxi along the way to Times Square,my mind all were thinking stupid and ridiculous things!Etc: Will this taxi driver will take me to somewhere or not to the destination? Will I get accident or what? How I get help when my phone is out of battery? LOL! Dont laugh me,please. If you are alone,I sure you will have the same thought with me too! =.=

Okay,skip all the crap about the stupid overanxious I have! Reached TS and the taxi's fee cost me RM18,wtf! The taxi's meter sure got problem one eventhough my sis said the price ok! Meet up my sis and niece then. Went to Low Yat Plaza to grab some dinner as my niece was complaining how late I am and how hungry was she. Sushi Zanmai as a dinner! Sorry,I had being a kampung girl here and there.LOL. First time ate this and taste really nice! Ate a plate of dont know what name is it,rice with seaweed and egg with chessy-yoinese up there. I were like wtf(again =.=)taste so good! And ordered a big Ebidon(fried prawn with egg upside the rice),first taste good but after that not nice already. 

When we're enjoying our foods,my sis started get angry and said what the fuck.LOL! Just because she had ordered 2 plates sushi and she had wait for 20 mins and asked the waiter few times to check out but still not yet come.After few minutes,then the sushi came and my sis complained again cause inside the sushi less something,forget about the types of food name already. My sis started lost patience and called the manager came and bla bla bla......That manager keep said sorry and thank my sis for the complaining.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Im start laughing with my niece when heard the manager said this. By the way,the manager damn handsome! Hehe.

Takdaaaaa!My niece and me inside the Voir shop. She keep asking me to take pic. Capture this when my sis was trying her pants in the fitting room. Wondering why my legs so fat in this picture. And I know my outfit that day was no good. But Im lazy to dress up nicely and by the way Im not packing much of clothes to there to decrease my luggage's weight.LOL. Casual is the best and comfortable for me. Dont care what the people said about you.

Laneige Sleeping mask! My sis bought it for me. Actually we were agree share to buy it cause that time she was the promoter for this brand and having a promotion for 2 of this that time. But seems she didnt said anything that wanna me pay or what,so I just let her. Hehe! Untung lar saya! =D

Elianto's masks.RM29 for 10 pieces.Christmas's promotion.Never use this brand's mask before so give a try on it.By the way,I am a mask lover.=D

My clothes for New Year. Just 3 pieces only. Due to times and money not enough so wait until next month. All you know TS's shop clothes all sell cheap(I mean price). And Im a budget barbie(One of the singaporean famous blogger--Bongqiuqiu's saying) so there is the best choice for all budget barbie go there for shopping.All simple and nice and the trend for now. Every shop I passed by,had the same pattern and style. Make me so blur and dont know how to choose and buy.

This pants! Guess how much is it? I told you,just RM10.YES,just RM10.Cheap,cheap cheap and cheap! My sis chose for me one.=D

Okay,end of the post ya.Thank you.
Tomorrow have the meeting and event again at 7.30am for my job.
Lastly,wish you all Happy New Year.Goodbye 2012 and Hello 2013.
Good night and have a sweet dreams ya. :)

Comestics Post

Hi,blogger!Good afternoon...
Today is going to use my broken english to blog about my new comestics!Hehe.Please dont say me like kampung girl.In Teluk Intan,once you make-up out,those people in town will see you like an alien.So,i less use make-up stuff and only use in special occasion. Most of my make up stuff were put on my table as a decoration. So kesian them. LOL.
Wake up from the morning with the blur situation and answered phone call from BFF and ask me to company her to buy shoes for the trip to Hatyai. What to do? Wake up from the bed and do what people does in the morning.After 5 minutes,reached my home and me just like wtf,im just finish brush teeth and wash my fash.Why so fast?! But normal lar,know about her driving speed.Hehe.

After company her bought shoes,then we walk around the places and of course our favourite places <Watsons> and Guardians. Walk inside survey around first and chit chat somemore,compared the prices then we baru start buying stuff.We can spend 1 hour more inside try the tester here and there and just bought some candy or what and left! I sure worker inside there scold us inside their heart. LOL!
But this all no the main point!

Now,here come the main point.
My new branded comestics! Revlon and Kate! Cheap and nice! But dont know now is doing promotion or what lar,the price is really cheap. To those who are like to make up and who lives in Teluk Intan,go to Watsons and check out those make up stuff.

1.Revlon Gel eyeliner
2.Price: RM33 for 2. Which means 1 for RM16.50,and normal price is RM33.
 Cheap right? You can share with your friends.Luckily my BFF who likes to make up too.If not,no mood and no eyes see it! LOL.
3.Colour: Black and Dark Brown. The sales girl recommend me take black and my friend take dark brown. So,each of us take what sales girl said.
4.After using: Not bad,nice to use and waterproof one,can stay for long hours.But of course you can remove it with make-up remover. 

One of my favor brand comestics.Kate.Since Teluk Intan doesnt have those really branded comestics like M.A.C,BOBBI BROWN,NAKED and etc. So this brand is good enough already in this small town.
1.Kate Eye Shadows BR-3
2.Price: RM59 for 2(promotion price) normal price is RM59 for 1. So,fast go grab it in Watsons! It is really cheap with this kind of brand.I wish it for long long time ago since this brand had in Watson.
When me and my friend choosing,the sales girl ask us to take Silky Girl one.Im just like wtf again,why dont we choose Kate since the prices not much different and quality is good than Silky Girl.Sorry,Im not saying Silky Girl no good,im using Silky Girl's product too.It just....customer's psychology.

 

Before you open it,it got tell you what is it and how to use it.How nice it is. This picture i just show what it write on it and forgive me for my phone camera is sucks!

So,here the two stuffs i bought it today! Excited and happy enough! I feel wanna open a Hello Kitty debit card at Hong Leong Bank. It is so cute with winter pattern one. But since there were no stocks and have to wait until next week. So,lets consider it first.

End of the post! Thank you for seeing till here.
Have a nice day! :)

Hard Month

十二月照一張。
地點：Tanjong Karang Beng Kee's Restaurant

我現在是剛放工回來 趁有那個美國時間就來更新
好啦 今天考完試啦 最讓我失望想哭的一張
我原本有十足把握 結果 讓我真的超想死
什麽嘛 人家讀的你不出 出那些我沒讀的
唉 看到老師失望的表情 心情就更加愧疚

算了吧 過了 也改變不了事實
現在只好專心做工
我現在是一名老師 呵呵 好聽是老師 不好聽是勞死
雖然我教的是科學與美術 但也是有壓力的neh!
實驗做不成會被學生講 不會教會被家長投訴
最討厭的就是學生很吵 你喊到喉嚨破 他們都聽不進 
還有 交代要帶的全部統統跟我忘記 結果就什麽也做不了
現在體會到做老師的感覺 以前做學生一直講老師這個那個
現在知道了 準備的功課要足 以免被學生問到不回答
雖然我每次都是當天才看我要教什麽。哈

可是 可以訓練自己的膽量
還記得第一天 我都不懂要講什麽 
結果第二天 哼 霹靂巴拉的一大堆 
本來不怎麼喜歡小孩子 也沒有耐心去對他們的我
現在看到小孩子有什麽pattern都可以忍 不會生氣那種
還覺得他們很可愛 哈

喜歡小孩子又有耐心的 可以考慮哦。
忘了說 我在MRC Center教。

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之前部落被我閉關了一個月多
現在重新開放。

目前部落主人正在大考中
趁一小段溫習時間 上來更新 順便打掃打掃

考完過後 繼續更新
所以 等我咯。

Stay Tune Ya!
Have A Nice Day! :)